Do you ever have something you have to do, and you put it off because it seems like such a monumental task, then you do it and you realize you had like 20 minutes of work left to do on it?
Yeah, that was me with the last bits of editing on my story.
When I sat down to do it, Friday, I guess it was, I was expecting to put in an hour of work, and still have more to do the rest of the weekend. I hadn’t looked at it in so long, I’d forgotten that I was nearly done. This meant the rest of my weekend was freed up to give it one more read through (though I’ll be honest, I only read the second half, the half I’ve been working on. I’m a little bored of reading the whole thing through). And it’s not awful. I like it a lot better than before. And even though I pasted all the chunks I cut into a separate word document, just in case I needed it again, I didn’t even really miss it.
With November just days away, my goal for this weekend was to wrap up this session of editing, and I accomplished that. Now, I’ll set it aside and let myself dive into a new project for a while, letting new ideas flow. Maybe after the first of the year, I’ll return to “The Town” (still just a working title, I think) and see if it’s gotten better or worse with age.
November, of course, is a special month. And for me, the easiest month for me to write. Something about the crazy and the solidarity of people all around the world doing the same thing I’m doing gives me motivation I don’t get throughout the rest of the year. It makes it the best time to get down a draft of something new. And, in case you haven’t noticed from my other posts about it, I’m excited for my project this year, even if it does seem lame that the general idea came from a dream.
It’s feeling fairly normal now to jump into a project with it only halfway planned, but I’ve enjoyed that method so far. It gives me just enough freedom to let the story lead itself (not that I can’t change things on the way, or even after the fact, as editing has shown me). But it makes the process easier, while still letting me enjoy watching the story unfold as we go. Maybe for a lot of people that doesn’t make sense, but it’s two different feelings, uncovering a plot twist during the planning stage versus uncovering one during the writing stage. It’s like being able to read a book that you wrote without knowing every detail before hand. It’s being able to make “what if?” statements, and having to wait to find out if you were right or wrong. And sometimes, you’re both.